My Story – SA James

Bio Part 1 – Road to Addiction

When I was young, pornographic material was hard to obtain, TV’s had clear adult viewing times and the internet didn’t exist.  So how was it possible for me to develop such a ‘hardcore’ addiction…and why am I still fighting 30 years later?

I was brought up belonging to the Church of England.  This meant our family tried to go to church on Christmas but only because it was the traditional thing to do.  I certainly had no comprehension of what ‘it’ was all about.  Sexual matters were not discussed and any information I obtained was from the schoolyard…or my Dad’s pornography magazines.  Sexual boundaries did not exist and I had no understanding of morality from a Catholic perspective.

God most certainly allowed me to enter my mother’s arms free of any sexual abnormalities. I had all the right number of X and Y chromosomes and my sexual orientation was 100% male.  In fact, millions of my cells were all ‘stamped’ with an indelible chromosome marker reminding my body it was male.  So how on earth could I possibly be so confused 30 years later?

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Read more about my journey of sexual addiction in the newly created ‘Personal’ page in the Resources section.  I look forward to other members contributing in a similar manner.

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